SEXUAL HEATHEN

by DISIPLINE

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released April 18, 2015

DISIPLINE is:
Slam Pig: Drums
Ron Ron the Dom: Bass, Vocals
Maxine Masochist: Guitar, Vocals
Daddy: Vocals

Additional Vocals:
Michelle Dungeon on "I like it rough"
Ali Ramone on "Satan" and "Scantuary Of Pain"

Recorded by:Zach Weeks

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Track Name: CONSENT
Take me up to your room, and you take off all your clothes. I do the same, two naked bodies exposed. We get into your bed, and things start heating up. Your mouth on mine, and you whisper "Let's fuck..." I wanna have a conversation, I wanna have an understanding, I wanna clearly set boundaries, and make sure all precautions are taken in to account when we start making out. I wanna hear you scream, I wanna hear you shout, but there's a few things to talk about. Where do you like to be touched? How do you like to be touched? Should we take our time? Are you feeling rushed? We can take this as slow as you need. We can take this as slow as you want. I wanna make sure all precautions are taken into account when we start making out. I wanna hear you scream. I wanna hear you shout but there's a few things that we need to talk about. There's a few words that sex can't be had without.
Track Name: SATAN LOVES ME THIS I KNOW
Dark creature in the night, I feel the flames of your passion burning bright. Do you hunger for flesh? Do you hunger for sin? Do you hunger for everything that I have got to give? Lucifer! Cum for me. Lucifer! I'm down on my knees. Lucifer! I'm begging you please, take me. I wanna be your unholy bride. I want you to take me in the night. I want you to tie me down, and stretch me wide. I want your cum to possess me from the inside. Lucifer! Cum for me. Lucifer! I'm down on my knees. Lucifer! I'm begging you please, take me. There's a dark place inside my mind, where we burn in hell for the rest of time. Fuel your flame of desire, as you fuel mine. Sexual deviants, sexual heathens. You and I for the rest of time.
Track Name: GET PEGGED (if you want to)
Strap it on. Lube it up. Bend me over. Let's fuck. I wanna be penetrated. I'm gonna be penetrated. Do unto others as you’d have them do to you. I want it deep. I wanna be fucked through the fucking bed. Never forget what my Preacher said: “Do unto others as you’d have them do to you.” Never forget what my preacher said. Get pegged. Get fucked.
Track Name: I LIKE IT ROUGH
You're giving orders to me. I'm fucking down on my knees. You start to whip me as I beg and I plead, "I want you!" Sitting just out of reach, you've got me tied to this leash. All of this is done consensually. I want it rough! I want it hard! (You want it rough?) I wanna be bruised! I wanna be scarred! (You'll get it rough!) I'll be your whipping boy, your objective to destroy! I'll be your sissy boy, your objective to destroy! Disrespect me, I'm just a human fuck-toy. (You want it rough?) I want it rough! (You'll get it rough!) Give me it rough! And you'll take care of me, all done consensually. Pre-negotiated violent ecstasy.
Track Name: "I'M NOT GAY. YOU SUCKED MY DICK"
Matt the dick sucker. That's what they called me in Jr. High when I came out as bi*. Tormented in the halls, I'd try to laugh it off, but their words cut deep. So fucking deep. Soon everytime I had a dick in my mouth, their words were all I could think about. Fuck them! And fuck you! You better do what you want to do despite their fucking judgment. Fuck them! And fuck you! I'm going to do what I want to do. Fuck your fucking judgment! I have felt pleasure turn into regret. In a matter of seconds you can be left with your actions in question. Don't forget shame can be so real, so deep, so devastating. Don't neglect yourself, respect yourself. Don't take the blame for your pain and self-hating. Don't neglect yourself, respect yourself.
*I use the term "Bi" here because it was the language used at that time in my life. However I now identify as queer, and try not to use language that reinforces the gender binary. Also, I didn't really come out so much as I was outed by boys I had hooked up with, who threw me under the bus to save themselves from public ridicule.
Track Name: CBT
Tied down to the bed, limbs shackled, legs spread. I might not make it out alive tonight. You tie the rope around my shaft. Your smile sending chills down my back. I'm going to die tonight. Take me to the edge. I quiver and shake. With every move you make, I grow closer. But you won't let me cum, as you beat the shit out of my fucking boner. Can you feel the blood pumping? I can feel the blood pumping with every breath I take, every move you make. Your tongue like a razor blade, cut through the flesh as I beg for release. As your touch grows softer, I grow close. As your touch grows harder, I grow close. And then I cum.
Track Name: SEXUAL HEATHEN
I was left alone in the house for several hours while my parents went out. I crept in to their room, and I took out all the sex and lace they thought I didn’t know about. Mother. Father. Forgive the sins of your little boy. Your sexual heathen. We all have urges and curiosities. Sexual heathens are we. A sinful boy raised by the left hand. A sinful boy expected to be a “man.” No heals. No lace. No makeup on your face. No son of mine's gonna be a social disgrace. Mother. Father. Forgive the sins of your little boy. Your sexual heathen. We all have urges and curiosities. Sexual heathens are we. So now I'm older, and this is how I dress––in a thong and a garter, and a motherfuckin' punk vest. Reveal it all. Wear what you want, when you want. Be who you want. Don’t give a fuck what they say. Mother. Father. These are my sins. Can they ever be forgiven? This is who I am. This is who I’m gonna be. I'll do what I want. 'Cause it's my own body.
Track Name: TONIGHT WE CUM ALIVE
I heard they are looking for bones. Amidst the crowds, we wander home. Species for examination. Faulty parts seek rejuvenation. Sometimes I wish that I were someone else. Someone strong and confident. A model of perfection itself. But I hide away. Wallow in shame. And wait for the day I come alive again and purge my body of this sin. This ain't some magazine. Our mirror-filled reality. Where your mind is your worst enemy. In bed with society's fucked up expectations of your body's shape and size. Tonight we come alive. Tonight we come alive. Cast that shit aside. Find your sense of pride. Tonight we come alive. Never wish you are someone else. Just love yourself. Love yourself. Don’t hide away. Fuck their shame. Today we come alive again and purge our bodies of this sin.
Track Name: SANCTUARY OF PAIN
It's getting dark. I wanna disappear. You're going hard, leaving marks. I wanna slip away, my dear. Let me go to the darkness where the bottoms go. Relieve my self of everything. Let me, let me go to the darkness where the bottoms go, my sanctuary of pain. With every word I sink a bit farther in. I'm losing grip of everything. I can see. I can't speak, and my body's growing weak. Feel my body crumble, feel my body break. Feel me tremble, feel me shake, and help me get out of this place. Into a sanctuary of pain. My sanctuary of pain.